I'm glad that at last my parents allowed me to attend Edwin's wake at Singapore Casket.
i couldn't convince myself that Ed's gone, until when i saw him lying inside the coffin..
my mind was totally disordered..

All thanks to this semester which brought us closer.
thanks for always making the effort to explain the whole lab procedures to me after we did everything,
ensuring that i fully understd.
thanks for praising my singing and wanted me to sing to you on your birthday.
thanks to your talkativeness which never make us feel bored with you ard.
thanks for all your interesting stories telling, especially that night at MS.
thanks to your cheerfulness and laughters you brought to us.
i will never forget you always "trying to make me angry" by saying "Energy sucks!".
i will never forget you always stammering with your words when you speak. (and giving us a chance to laugh at you.)
i will never forget the brkfast + brk time session i had with you after our lab every wed.
i will never forget you as a sweet guy, who never fails to say "take care" whenever we bid goodbye.
i'm really happy and thankful to have you as my friend.

I used to always sing When You're Gone when we went ktv,
and you were quite surprised that i actually sing english songs as well.
now listening to this song makes me think of you.. =(

IF this is the route you chose,
i hope you will be happier now, in another world..
(but i must say you are really DAMN STUPID!)

"Some people may appear to be happy on the outside,
but deep inside nobody understands.."

I TOTALLY HATE GOING TO SCHOOL NOW,
ESPECIALLY WED's LAB.
NOBODY TO TALK TO,
NOBODY TO SHARE SWEETS WITH ME.
I DUN WISH TO SEE THAT EMPTY SEAT BESIDE ME.
I DUN WANT TO DO LAB ON MY OWN, WHICH IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A PAIR WORK.
I DUN WANT!! =(

I know time can slowly heal the pain,
but the scar will forever be marked in my heart..